WARNING, DISTRESSING CONTENT (EXCLUSIVE): Inside OnlyFans host CJ Sparxx now earns £30,000 a month from her X-rated content – but her life used to be drastically different
A Playboy model has opened up about her journey to go sober after spending almost 15 years addicted to drugs and booze.
CJ Sparxx, the co-host of the Inside OnlyFans podcast, claims her substance abuse started when she was just 18 where she would party in huge houses across Los Angeles, US.
Some days she would feel so depressed she would tell family members that she wanted to take her own life.
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However, the 35-year-old, from Los Angeles, US, recently celebrated four years of sober living after she decided to quit the self-destructive habit for good.
And the model has now reflected on how she turned her life around to become a famed Playboy model and OnlyFans star.
Speaking to the Daily Star, CJ said: "I started drinking in my early teens. Once I caught a buzz the first time, I thought “finally, I can think straight”.
"It was the first time I can remember the feeling of confidence. I was immediately hooked.
"After I finished High School, I started drinking to black out and then when I discovered coke and it got worse because I was doing it to be able to drink more."
She shared images with Daily Star of one of her lows, where she was seen slumped over in a bath tub.
The model explained that she would have "all night benders at these huge houses in the Hollywood hills" and claims she spent at least 15 years drinking heavily.
CJ said she would drink because she was "happy or sad, someone died, someone had a baby, someone got a raise, someone lost a job, anything you name it, I drank over it".
She added: "I drank to numb my feelings and I missed out on a lot as a result."
At her lowest point, she claims she had been on drugs and drinking for days and was texting her brother telling him she was having suicidal thoughts.
But the OnlyFans star has since turned her life around and has been sober for the last four years.
She has since been featured in Playboy Mexico and earns around £30,000 a month making X-rated content on her subscription site, and is the co-host of the Inside OnlyFans podcast.
But she hasn't forgotten the journey it took to get to this point as she openly tweets about offering support to others just as her friends and family have given to her.
Opening up about her family, she said: "I don’t think they understand. It’s hard for anyone to understand if you haven’t experienced it.
"My dad thinks God is the answer to everything and my mum was so sheltered it’s tough for her to have form much of an opinion on it.
"They’ve never made me feel bad about it tho, and always tell me they are proud that I no longer hurt my body in that way.
"I don't think my parents said 'I want a Playboy model and an alcoholic drug addict for a daughter' – but that’s what they got, and they still love me."
For emotional support, you can call the Samaritans 24-hour helpline on 116 123, email jo@samaritans.org, visit a Samaritans branch in person or go to the Samaritans website.
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